Note to self: So, you "can not be loved"! ... Boo hoo! World's smallest violin you fucking wuss. Get over it! There are people that need helping out there. And no one else is as disposable as you are, So they can not help them and do what needs to be done, the way you can! Others have things to loose! While You don't! Turn your weakness of 'disposability', into a strength to help others that need it! Suck it up princess and get your head out your own arse. Having less to loose, than others, can be used to give you the edge and the power for doing some good! Pick yourself up. Get some sleep. And get tomorrow, Get busy!