! I don't make excuses for my unacceptable behaviours! That's the " wuss puss" way out! I simply just accept Them instead! I celebrate them! THEY then become acceptable to me! And that is all that matters. Just because I know what I do is wrong does not mean I have to care that it is wrong! Screw that! Only what I think of my behavior matters! And I think and accept that I am a total shit, <shrug>, and I'm fine with that! Everyone else can just go and screw themselves to a rancid fence post! I willingly choose to be forever alone and the real "ME" Rather than have weaknesses called "Friends" and be "Something Less" than me! All people are innately shit! Other people, always, diminish every human individual.  And if I have to... I CAN and WILL make do without them! ! The lesson to be learnt here, By 'you lot' is this. . "Never expect reasonable behaviour," "From an unreasonable man," "And I am