!
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It is Not, just us Straight Men that Rape and sexually abuse others!
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I have to point out (as a point of sure diligence) that I have also seen very similar behaviour in Lesbian and Gay communities,
.
Although not often recorded there is an increasing acknowledgement of both Women victimising Men domestic violence, and of female paedophiles.
.
I am in no way meaning to come across as an apologist (quite the opposite, as you will soon see.)
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What I am trying to say is that it is not a gender, sexuality, cultural, race, social club, or any other half-arsed used excuse.
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It is a Human thing!
.
All us Human beings, despite the half-arsed their excuses and self-licenses are inherently and innately crap.
.
There is the old Gnostic ideal that every human having has a spark of the divine within each and every one of us.
.
I have a similar theory, but instead of a spark of the divine,
.
There is an instead,
.
A Rancid Ball of Poisonous Puss of Pure Evil within each and every one of us!
.
But we can all be redeemed,
.
SEX CRIME!
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NOT JUST MEN!
.
(Why we are ALL crap!)
.It is Not, just us Straight Men that Rape and sexually abuse others!
.
I have to point out (as a point of sure diligence) that I have also seen very similar behaviour in Lesbian and Gay communities,
.
(Consent is still Consent while Rape is still always Rape,)
. Although not often recorded there is an increasing acknowledgement of both Women victimising Men domestic violence, and of female paedophiles.
.
I am in no way meaning to come across as an apologist (quite the opposite, as you will soon see.)
.
What I am trying to say is that it is not a gender, sexuality, cultural, race, social club, or any other half-arsed used excuse.
.
It is a Human thing!
.
All us Human beings, despite the half-arsed their excuses and self-licenses are inherently and innately crap.
.
There is the old Gnostic ideal that every human having has a spark of the divine within each and every one of us.
.
I have a similar theory, but instead of a spark of the divine,
.
There is an instead,
.
A Rancid Ball of Poisonous Puss of Pure Evil within each and every one of us!
.
But we can all be redeemed,
(No I am not about to shove religion down your neck, relax!)
.It does not have to be by secular religion, or even with pure applied logic and learning.
.
All it needs is a repeated mantra of 4 simple words.
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People Are Not Things!
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Said over and over again “with feeling” by everyone, all the time.
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Just as painting, martial arts, cake making or any other dam thing, Empathy is a skill.
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Just like any other skill, you have to train, study, practice and hone it!
.
No matter how talented a child might naturally be at martial arts, cake making or Empathy, at birth,
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It means nothing if they are not introduced at an early stage to the skill set.
.
Constantly trained in the skill set.
.
And that they, themselves put the effort and hard work into the skill set!
.
We are all inherently, direly, crap in the same way as we are inherent, direly, unable to put a circuit board together, read or bake a cake!
.
Even if there is natural, partial talent there, we still have to learn, train and work at the skill set of Empathy!
.
!
.
!
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My Own Personal Shame.
.
I struggle with Empathy.
.
There is something very wrong with me,
.
Like a person born without legs or blind, but far less obvious!
.
I keep getting surrounded by people (mostly men) who brag and boast about how cold they are, how ruthless they can be and how good they are at hurting others!
.
And is makes me sick,
.
I want to have the strength be a proper full-on pacifist.
.
What I am about to admit to is Not a boast, or said with any sense of macho bullshit pride.
.
I admit this with a deep shame.
.
"I am more than capable of taking my keys and without warning or hesitation push them into the nerve cluster on the side of a strangers neck, just under the ear, "
.
"This could potentially cause permanent numbers, paralysis or even death in the fellow human being I do it too,"
.
This is not a good thing.
.
I can not have a normal conversation with a new friend without every time they mention a bad back, old injury, or phycological weakness, without registering it at the back of my mind for further tactical use.
.
This is not a normal thing.
.
I am the very monster that so-called very stupid immature silly men think they are aspiring to be.
.
It is the real secret reason I do not train, or weightlift or do anything else that might increase any physical capability.
.
I want to stay flabby, and unfit and less dangerous!
.
And their vocalised aspiration make me feel physically ill because I feel like I have the spiritual equivalent of cancer and find it sickening that these idiots would wish this level of sickness and cursed life upon themselves.
.
Friedrich Nietzsche is an idiot who's ideas are to be avoided he is NOT a role model!
.
Being as I am, is a Weakness, NOT a strength!
.
I am broken, NOT a superman!
.
The human race was Built and Survived incredible odds through Empathy,
.
Not though seeing "People As Things!"
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We have thrived as species despite those of us that see "People As Things!"
.
NOT because of them!
.
I am well aware of what I really am!
.
And how little that means!
.
Said over and over again “with feeling” by everyone, all the time.
.
Just as painting, martial arts, cake making or any other dam thing, Empathy is a skill.
.
Just like any other skill, you have to train, study, practice and hone it!
.
No matter how talented a child might naturally be at martial arts, cake making or Empathy, at birth,
.
It means nothing if they are not introduced at an early stage to the skill set.
.
Constantly trained in the skill set.
.
And that they, themselves put the effort and hard work into the skill set!
.
We are all inherently, direly, crap in the same way as we are inherent, direly, unable to put a circuit board together, read or bake a cake!
.
Even if there is natural, partial talent there, we still have to learn, train and work at the skill set of Empathy!
.
!
.
THE REST OF TEXT STARTS TO RANT OFF TOPIC SO YOU CAN STOP NOW!
.
YOU ARE NOT MISSING ANYTHING GOOD!
.!
.
My Own Personal Shame.
.
I struggle with Empathy.
.
There is something very wrong with me,
.
Like a person born without legs or blind, but far less obvious!
.
I keep getting surrounded by people (mostly men) who brag and boast about how cold they are, how ruthless they can be and how good they are at hurting others!
.
And is makes me sick,
.
I want to have the strength be a proper full-on pacifist.
.
What I am about to admit to is Not a boast, or said with any sense of macho bullshit pride.
.
I admit this with a deep shame.
.
"I am more than capable of taking my keys and without warning or hesitation push them into the nerve cluster on the side of a strangers neck, just under the ear, "
.
"This could potentially cause permanent numbers, paralysis or even death in the fellow human being I do it too,"
.
This is not a good thing.
.
I can not have a normal conversation with a new friend without every time they mention a bad back, old injury, or phycological weakness, without registering it at the back of my mind for further tactical use.
.
This is not a normal thing.
.
I am the very monster that so-called very stupid immature silly men think they are aspiring to be.
.
It is the real secret reason I do not train, or weightlift or do anything else that might increase any physical capability.
.
I want to stay flabby, and unfit and less dangerous!
.
And their vocalised aspiration make me feel physically ill because I feel like I have the spiritual equivalent of cancer and find it sickening that these idiots would wish this level of sickness and cursed life upon themselves.
.
Friedrich Nietzsche is an idiot who's ideas are to be avoided he is NOT a role model!
.
Being as I am, is a Weakness, NOT a strength!
.
I am broken, NOT a superman!
.
The human race was Built and Survived incredible odds through Empathy,
.
Not though seeing "People As Things!"
.
We have thrived as species despite those of us that see "People As Things!"
.
NOT because of them!
.
I am well aware of what I really am!
.
And how little that means!
.
(Hint, It means bugger all! Other than shame!)
.
!
.
In case this you think this is some attempt to be clever and appear “Macho by the back door,” let me try and put it another way,
.
Have you ever been out and about in a place in public and been desperate for a shit?
.
Cramps, pain and a constant feeling of pressure and urgency!
.
But to crap yourself in public would make you feel extremely embarrassed and ashamed and if you were with friends, they would never let you ever live it down!
.
On the other hand, part of you is thinking,
.
“This is too painful, pressured and uncomfortable, give yourself a break and just let loose and crap yourself, you can not take much more of this!”
.
So you become desperate and obsessed to find a toilet in the nick of time!
.
Imagine that feeling all the time but make a few adjustments.
.
Replace Needing a shit with wanting to be violent.
.
Replace getting to the toilet safely with dying of natural old age.
.
However, replace the embarrassment and everlasting shame with exactly the same thing but infinitely worse!
.
If you understand wanting to get to a toilet without shitting yourself in public.
.
Then you can then, maybe, in part, understand me wanting to get to the end of my life without hurting anyone!
.
Luckily for the world, I happen to believe in God, a Heaven and a Hell.
.
I am not scared of getting killed as much as others,
But I am scared of going to Hell!
.
As said in one of my other blog pages,
.
.
!
.
In case this you think this is some attempt to be clever and appear “Macho by the back door,” let me try and put it another way,
.
Have you ever been out and about in a place in public and been desperate for a shit?
.
Cramps, pain and a constant feeling of pressure and urgency!
.
But to crap yourself in public would make you feel extremely embarrassed and ashamed and if you were with friends, they would never let you ever live it down!
.
On the other hand, part of you is thinking,
.
“This is too painful, pressured and uncomfortable, give yourself a break and just let loose and crap yourself, you can not take much more of this!”
.
So you become desperate and obsessed to find a toilet in the nick of time!
.
Imagine that feeling all the time but make a few adjustments.
.
Replace Needing a shit with wanting to be violent.
.
Replace getting to the toilet safely with dying of natural old age.
.
However, replace the embarrassment and everlasting shame with exactly the same thing but infinitely worse!
.
If you understand wanting to get to a toilet without shitting yourself in public.
.
Then you can then, maybe, in part, understand me wanting to get to the end of my life without hurting anyone!
.
Luckily for the world, I happen to believe in God, a Heaven and a Hell.
.
I am not scared of getting killed as much as others,
But I am scared of going to Hell!
.
As said in one of my other blog pages,
.
.
"Your most Likely initial response is obvious."
"No!"
.
"I am not some delusional nut with fantasies about being 'Batman'."
"That NOT what I aspire to!"
.
"I fantasise about being a great pacifist Speaker like Gandhi or Martin Lither King!"
.
"No!"
.
"I am not some delusional nut with fantasies about being 'Batman'."
"That NOT what I aspire to!"
.
"I fantasise about being a great pacifist Speaker like Gandhi or Martin Lither King!"
.
"That is what I aspire too!"
.
"That is true greatness in Both body and in spirit!"
.
"Any thug with a Baseball bat can enact revenge."
.
"True greatness lies in being able to change hearts and minds for the better!"
.
"The truly great give their fellow Human Beings enlightenment and redemption!"
.
Unfortunately, I am no Smart enough to ever be a Martin Luther King or Gandhi!
.
I am unfortunately polluted along my genetic father's line with a sickening violent, thug-like, nature!
.
I am very much afraid Ill can never be any better than the Figurative “Thug With a Baseball Bat”
.
.
"That is true greatness in Both body and in spirit!"
.
"Any thug with a Baseball bat can enact revenge."
.
"True greatness lies in being able to change hearts and minds for the better!"
.
"The truly great give their fellow Human Beings enlightenment and redemption!"
.
Unfortunately, I am no Smart enough to ever be a Martin Luther King or Gandhi!
.
(As evidenced by all the grammar and spelling errors in all I try to write!)
.I am unfortunately polluted along my genetic father's line with a sickening violent, thug-like, nature!
.
I am very much afraid Ill can never be any better than the Figurative “Thug With a Baseball Bat”
.
And I hate myself for that!
. 
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