. I am not totally locked down on this... ...But... . I am starting to consider the possibility that - - ( due to my personal circumstances, for example, both my mental health and low financial situation, ) - - That it might actually be morally wrong for me to 'like' anyone romantically. And that for me, the only moral and correct thing to do is to never let myself feel that way, or act upon any such feeling, ever again. - . - I might be 'bad' for anyone who 'loves' me, and therefore I have an ethical obligation to not allow 'me', as an unhealthy romantic partner, to happen to anyone. I might be too far gone and far too damaged now to be 'good' for anyone. I might be too ruined now. Maybe the man I need to protect all women from dating most - is "me"?! . Maybe that is the main justification for my celibacy trial run experiment - and a main justification to opt out of any romantic situations permanently for good? maybe, This IS the most ...