. Here is a little bit of oversharing Of my gross stupidity... . ... Back when I was married. For the last year or more of that marriage, I slept on the couch. Despite how uncomfortable it was. It was too distressing to wake up next to someone I loved and not be able to reach out to them. Because they did not want me to ever touch them. (In my opinion, She felt like this because I was fat.) . But that's not the stupid part. . The stupid part is that it is THIS! . It is over a year later since the divorce She now loves someone else. Yet despite this... . ... When, I am sometimes stupid enough to still miss her. I sleep on the couch in my flat. Instead of the bed. Despite how uncomfortable it is. So, I don't miss her as much. . Is there ANYTHING, or ANYONE as pathetic as I am! . Guess what? I'll be sleeping on my couch tonight. Because I am a Total Fucking Idiot! - Who can't get his own stupid arse feelings in order! . . I am annoyed at myself and my lack of progress. I h