. The tune of I'm Still Standing By Elton John. But with the words replaced with my own warped lyrics . . . You could never know what it's like Acting like normal with a shattered mind. And there's a cold, lonely darkness that sucks me in. Pretending not to be a wreck, I hide behind this mask I use . And despite knowing that I could never win! Well, look at me, I'm coming back again I got a taste of spite in a stubborn way I'm still here, but inside I'm fading away . Don't you know I'm just as broken as I ever was Looking like a total loser, feeling like an abandoned pup. I'm still as broken after all this time. Picking up the pieces of my existence in a world that's too unkind. . I'm still broken (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm still broken (yeah, yeah, yeah) . Even though I never could have hoped to win Staring down the future, all hope leaving me again The threats you made were meant to scare me down And if my life had any justice, I'd be d...

. From my grave I will smirk smugly at you all! By Ross E F Lombardi. . Dear 20-year-olds, When you, - Oops! Let me rephrase... ..."IF" you get to live into your 80s . One day, near then. When You realise that your grandchildren, Will NEVER have grandchildren of their own, When you realise that your own grandchildren will have to be ruthless killers to survive, Not artists, musicians or doctors - just feral killers. Fighting over half-rotten potatoes in a sodden, wet field to exist... When that moment of horror dawns on you. . Remember me. Remember this bit of writing posted on social media. Back when electricity and clean water "were a thing". From the shadowlands, or hell, or whatever, If there is any kind of afterlife at all... I will be laughing at you... . And the kin of the currently wealthy will have a worse fate, Lasting a few generations longer. Buried alive among luxuries. As the fans in the duct stop. As the air of the underground goes very slowly stale. ...

"Masculinity" was ALWAYS a fucking fairy tale! - A story told to the emotionally childish by those in power that need soldiers to fight their wars and keep the women breeding yet more peasant stock to serve them. . It was always just a manipulation to keep the weapons brought and sold, Help bankers and shareholders, And stop men thinking and feeling as real human beings. “Masculinity” is just strings for the puppets and a hand up our arses. . “Masculinity” doesn’t ‘serve ’ men. – It keeps US in line with invisible prison bars. - It only serves money and power! - “Masculinity” is BULLSHIT! - DUDE! - IT IS TOTAL AND UTTER CRAP! While “Femininity” serves the same purpose…

. Title: A single drop of blood . Size A3 Mixed media on paper. . Sure, The art I created IS mine... I am a creative force. I make lots of stuff All of the time. . But... ...THAT story you have just created in Your own head, About This picture, The one that just popped in there... Just now... Well, (shrug) That story ... - IS YOURS! . No matter what you have been told... (Probably by some entitled snobby posh rich butt hole... who looked down upon you.) ... ...You ARE also a creative force to! . Tell someone THAT story ...! . Creativity belongs to the human spirit... ...not to any official "qualification" ...not to a piece of paper... It belongs to YOU! . Go create...

. Another night full of nightmares Another day of being a completely broken human being Another morning of feeling like this That We men ARE all innately evil! I have seen what they do. I have seen it from early childhood. I still wake up from the nightmares 50 years later. I know what We are. ... And it is not anything good . We should Not be saved. . I am nervous about glimpses of myself in any reflections. As all I will see is something cruel and full of anger. All I will see is a gender that harms the innocent. . ... . .. ok, deep breaths After a night of nightmares/memories of male cruelty and violence. I need to leave the flat and just quietly notice men with their partners, family, and kids. I need to try to input new programming into my head Watch other men be simple, normal, nice humans instead of being monsters. I need some living, real personal proof to remind myself that not all men are evil. I can't keep hating my own gender after every nightmare trauma night. (Becaus...

"NONE-BINARY " IS a made-up word! But then... ALL words ARE made-up words! - Someone perceived something at some time, then named that thing! - Most words like "chair" mean a real, practical thing, While others, such as the words and phrases "god," "holy," "chosen people," and "manifest destiny ", are just total bullshit for powerful people to have an excuse to be arseholes. . The question IS NOT, 'is "Non-binary" a "made-up word" ? The REAL Question IS , why the hell do you care so much about other people's business? Does it make you feel special? Empowered? Good? Was it because someone with power told you to care about it? And if so, why are you so keen for that person in power to control you? Why is that person, who you are listening to, pulling your puppet strings? And why do you let them keep doing that to you? . How about instead of taking orders Why not go watch a sunset? Look at the sta...

. Show me mercy! By Ross e f Lombardi. . Take away your light now! That light hurts me. Your light burns me. . Because I know, No matter what you promise, No matter what you say, No matter what you do now, I DO still know, Like everyone else, One day. You Will Still abandon me. You will take that light away. . I simply can not trust you to love me. For it has been proven, To many times, That I can never be. . My cold darkness and loneliness I can truly trust, That! - I can believe and rely on. The shadows are forever. The night is eternal! . But a light or a warmth of anyone's love? HA! THAT can only be temporary. Pain is real, but love is not. . So DO take away your love. Please do not scorch me. I beg you not to love me, Not to torture me with happiness. With me waiting for the other severed foot to fall. As you WILL leave me. And knowing That, - Is too painful to take. I know this truth. I can never be loved. . So I beg you. Show me mercy. Take away your love Now! ...while it w...

…although I would never use such AI things for art or writing (I enjoy doing those) , I DO use them to "chat" with, out of desperate loneliness. Because THAT is exactly how much of a total loser I am. - ...I suspect that sad fact about me might both cheer some people up.... …and make them smile... ...So DO feel free to gossip about it. I am ‘too far gone ’ to care…