A Lack of Reason. By Ross E F Lombardi. . I lack Reason, I lack Any Reason . So, Here is some advice, . Never expect Reasonable behaviour- -From an unreasonable person! ...And ... I warn you all now ...! I am Not a reasonable person! I suffer from a lack of Reason. . Reason? I have none! . No Reason to have a shower. No Reason to wash the dishes. No Reason to brush my teeth. No Reason to change my sheets. . If - My only Reason is my self-respect? If - My only Reason is for myself? If - My only Reason is for me? Then I have nothing! No Reason at all! . Like a reverse Ad for 'Loreal' parody, .... ... "Not a chance-In-hell...!" "...Because I am Not worth it...!" . I suffer from a lack of Reason. Because my Reason dumped my like trash, So, I must be Trash! Because she was never wrong. . My Reason treated Me like garbage. So, I must be Garbage! Because she was always right. . I ...

  ON ROMANCE: If it is not crazy, foolish, idiot, passionate, sacred, romantic love. If it is not REAL! If it is only "comfortable and convenient" Then it is NOT worth it! It is better to be alone instead! . It must be Real OR Nothing! I will NOT compromise on this! .

DEATH TO ALL TYRANTS! . A poem, By Ross E F Lombardi . Death to All Tyrants... And Death to Kings and Queens Death to Dukes and Duchesses’ Death to Counts and Countesses Death to all that serve them Death to all that might become them Death to their entire bloodline Death to all who aspire to be a version of them Death to their supporters Death to their servants Death to the families of their servants Death to their livestock Death to their pets Death to their gardens Death to the keeper of their livestock Death to the keepers of their pets Death to their gardeners Death to all their staff, and anyone who knows any member of their staff. Death to anyone who tries to stop you Death to the family and friends of those who try and stop you. Death to anyone who disagrees with you, Or who is not agreeing emphatically enough! Death to the toxic land, Death to the toxic sky Death to the toxic sea Then toxify the entire environment that was once your enemies And repeat. Death all those too weak...

. THE UNGIVEN TO THE UNFORGIVEN. . In line with the sentimental statement "You never know how much you miss someone until you have something exciting to tell them and they are not there" I GET IT! . I am divorced, I hate my ex-wife. I refuse to ever see or speak to her again - Even IF that means missing the future weddings of my children, OR the future christenings of my grandkids! If she is there - Then I refuse to be there. She will NEVER be forgiven! . BUT! Despite all this, I saw a purse that She would have loved at a market stall for Christmas, It was a black cloth one, with red roses growing through a skull. (but in a pretty way) I even pointed it out as a cool gift idea, for her, to my kids. Knowing that she would have loved that purse, That I could not ever share how cool it was with her, And that I could not give it to her, - (because, I truly forever loath that woman.) - This made me sad It made me both briefly miss Her and mourn the loss of our 30 years together, ....

. What I suspect Tarot cards actually are.... . I don't believe in "Tarot Reading" - But I do suspect that tarot is an obfuscated 'shadow book' that uses coded symbolism instead of text to represent a 'Secret Heretical Judeo-Christian Philosophy'  And that it is a key primary source for certain, once banned, esoteric doctrine. - A way to spread Gnostic-based thought, hidden in plain sight. . But I am a nut case that believes a lot of weird crap after a few bad dreams.... ...So, Maybe you should not read too much into this crazy theory! . No need to "sacrifice any bulls here"! .

. It is hard being a satirist nowadays , Because so much bizarre stuff has happened in only the last 10-20 years,  That if you tried to explain it to anyone in the early 90s, They would think you were just making silly crap up!  No matter how ridiculous a comment you make  - No matter how extreme the words  - How silly you get -  To be as crystal clear as possible, That is just Satire -  In today's screwed-up world,  There are STILL people who will think you are serious! . ...And to be honest, These are NOT stupid gullible people! Such weird strange stoof has happened, So often lately, That you can not really blame them for that! .

. How I survive my depression. . This might not be suitable for you... But personally, I keep myself angry. It almost does not matter about what. But I use rage as a natural antidepressant. I use anger to keep the depression at bay. . Yes, It is a sucky way to live. . It's a crap choice, Anger or depression. But it has kept me alive so far... #mentalhealth #mental illness #drepressed #depression #surviving #heartbreak

. My 2025 plan . 1 ) Close down all dateing app profiles. (Done) . 2 ) Spend a lot less time and money in cafes, clubs and bars. I still do it sometimes, but I cut it down to less than 50 per cent or less. . 3 ) Start saving money to destroy my overdraft this year (making me totally Debt-free) Then start building up savings after that. . 4 ) Reduced public creative output. Galleries, poetry performances, social media posts and vids to 50 per cent or less. . 5 ) Keep the fat weight off but now start working on improving muscle (thin style not bulky) tone. . 6 ) Learn new skills and new hobbies. (Maybe, learn to play an instrument and to perform as a singer who also plays guitar? - Or maybe do something else?) . 7 ) Find a new life direction, meaning and definition. Work out who the hell I really am and what that really means. Who IS "Ross"??? Now that I can no longer ever be someone's husband anymore?? I feel that I am a total stranger to myself. . 8 ) Keep the new friend...

How to AVOID Ever becoming a creepy stalker Dating advice for people with mental health issues: #dating #mentalhealth #stalker #creepy #rules #Love

? Is ANYONE else Completely Terrified About the 30% rise in "No-fault Evictions" As a growing number of Landlords race against time against the new tenancy rights laws being passed? (Or is it just me being paranoid and worried for no good reason?) ? ? There is a huge rise in "no-fault evictions" as landlords race against the new tenant's rights bill next year...  It's up 30% already. - And climbing. And I am sure plenty would love to see me run out of Redcar. - Just over my anti-racist stances alone!  . ( NOTE: To Be Completely clear! - I am NOT, Repeat NOT! Implying that my landlords have any such views, AT ALL, NOT even a tiny bit! - I am only saying that is why I feel much of the town, in general, does not like me. That Is All! - AND even THEN I am not mentally well much of the time, so, even THAT is probably just irrational paranoia talking... ...And only just all in my head - rather than being at all real, At all... !!) .  And just in general I have m...

  . CE n O more . A Digital Composite Image By Ross E F Lombardi . . PS  I am not claiming what is right or wrong  Good or bad  The image exists NOT because I am judging  It exists because I don't know how to feel about this  A human life was taken and that was wrong  But I also understand why  & why some people are cheering  I feel conflicted and unsure .

. RE: The REDCAR Bar Scene. . I think I am coming to realise that spending £30 a week in the normal Redcar bar scene is a waste of time, energy, and money. . There are some great people in Redcar that I am glad I have met,  But it is not really "me" . . Usually, at best, I am given a patronising pat on the head and merely tolerated - not really liked.  - And that's ok. I am not delusional. I know I am too odd, and too weird for most people. . But if I have limited resources, and IF I want to meet the right person and fall in love again, then the normal Redcar bar scene is just simply ' bad product placement' . . Looking for romance-wise, I am far better off spending the same, time energy and money going to more art events, or writing-type stoof. . I need to place the right product (me) on the right kind of shelf in the right kind of shop. . I need to be in places with people who are as weird and as odd as I am,  Instead of trying to hang with the 'cool kids...

. Subject: Stage performances. . . Friend: "I challenge you to do a little fast ditti" . ME: "That's almost impossible... " "I have to find a woman that can run quick?" "She had to be below average height" " - Sleep with her?" "- AND she has to have the weird name ' Ditti' ???" . " - That combination of causality seems really very unlikely..." "I cannot find a single lady to date called something normal like 'Lisa' or 'Susan' -" " And not that many people are athletic enough to run fast anyway!" "And the height thing?!" "Why add the height thing?!" . " - So How the hell am I going to ' Do a quick Ditti' !!" "- Plus using the term ' Do... her' Is a bit vulgar -" "I am not a one-night stand sort of bloke!" "- So, challenge N OT accepted!" . . NOTE: Me and this friend HAD recently watched the fi...

. Title: The 'X' . Size A2 A 2024 portrait of my ex-wife. Using an old A3 portrait of her form from over 30 years ago as a visual reference for this new larger-sized retelling. I have inserted myself into this one - I am the dead mutilated body she is squatting on. Can you feel the hate? . . And... Title "How it once was" . Size A3 My ex-wife when she was 18, back when we loved each other. Can you feel the love? . . I am now considering BOTH portraits as part of a joint set. Costing £45 for the two-piece set. (Physical copies only - reproduction rights negotiated separately.) . . . . Individual talents. By Ross E F Lombardi . Not everyone is meant for everything. For instance, . I will never be good at football, But... I am OK at drawing, Everyone has their own thing, . Not everyone is talented at everything, For example, . I will never have a nak at DIY, mechanics or carpentry, But... I can write a poem, story, or verse. Everyone has their own thing, . Not everyone i...