As a Man I look at all the sexual abuse, rapes, violence and intimidation that us men do And it makes me feel SO ashamed of being a man That I want to rip my own balls off with my bare hands ?! Seriously? How can the rest of you blokes be so delusional and fucked up that you can take any pride at all, in your manhood? I’m finding myself constantly, increasingly sickened by what we are. . . ... I would really, Really, REALLY like my nightmares to stop now.  - I want to be allowed to have a good nights sleep. .