YOU! YES YOU! YOU READING THIS! NO NOT you, THE OTHER ONE OUT THERE! The other one next to you. YES YOU! I’m Talking to YOU! THE ONE THAT’S WANT TO QUIT! THE ONE THAT WANTS TO GIVE UP! DON’T! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ the Satisfaction! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ the Comfort! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ That power over You! KEEP GOING! NEVER QUIT! Even IF it’s only to piss ‘THEM’ off!

Reflection on my work so far, 21st June, 2025. The general rule of any blog That only 1 in 10 hits are actually read Since starting my blog has so far had 471784 hits Which could, potentially, mean 47178 people read one of my things! But even IF it did absolutely terribly And only 1 in a 100 hits read my blog, (which is statistically VERY unlikely) Then that is STILL 4717 active readers! And that's just my blog! That is not including my YouTube, Instagram and its reels, my TikTok, Vocal Media and Medium accounts, Tumblr, and more... I have to assume that realistically That I HAVE made a small, chaos butterfly effect, difference to this world. Maybe...? Maybe even a tiny positive difference??! Well... "thoughts and prays" and "wishes and positive thinking" do fuck all. You have to get your fingernails dirty and actually do something! - So, Yes I'm going to relentlessly self-promote. It's the only way anything can possibly happen!

. YES, . I AM a bigot also! . But I am working on it! . I fight and write for LGBTQ+ rights - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with some conditioned homophobia from my early catholic upbringing! ! I fight and write against misogyny - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with some conditioned sexism from my early experiences from a violent father figure! ! I fight and write against all bigotry - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with a load  of other similar crap, Including racism. ! I need to check and examine those daily. THIS IS MY RESPONSIBILITY! NO ONE ELSE's! ! The battle against bigotry starts and ends with ME! ! Everything and everyone else outside of my own head is just acceptable collateral damage! !

KEEP GOING! KEEP CREATING! You have to do it, To be creative, To keep doing it. DESPITE, IN-SPITE, AND TO SPITE PEOPLE - Not because of people! Let the attacks of others become your fuel! Every time someone says you are crap - use THAT to create 3 more bits of work! Praise means fuck all! But something to fight against is Goldust! The only real valid reason for it! - To create! - Is BECAUSE people want you to stop!