. I feel a little down .. ...so down ... ...I am actually considering doing something epically stupid... ...such as ... . ...turning my various online dating profiles back on. . . I will try to resist the urge... to be this weak and stupid.  ...Online dating is brutal. It would be as good for me, in the same way as eating 10 gallons of ice cream, a large family bucket of fried chicken in one sitting. - Yes, I'd get a comfort buzz for a very short while - Then the figurative stomach-ache, and the regret and wasting so much money would then kick in! - It's a bad idea - It buys a bit for brief useless temporary hope and then, you have to pay it back with a crap load of negative, feeling crap about yourself in emotional interest later. . But THAT is how those fucking vultures make their money - - By taking advantage of moments of weakness like these! Of lonely people like me. .