. THE FICITIONAL FANTASY ‘PIT FIGHTER’ WARRIOR, THE MAGIC POTION .. …AND MY TRUE REALITY. – By Ross E F Lombardi . . Imagine the following scenario (This scenario is a metaphor... ...but we will get to that later) . Imagine you were a pit fighter in some warped dystopian version of our world. Indentured, enslaved, forced to fight against your will. . Every three or four weeks... ...without warning... Ready or not... No matter how inconvenient... A van pulls up and takes you to the pit fight. . You are thrown into the pit to fight for your life. And if you win, you get to live for another three to four weeks. . And this repeats. You only have those three or four weeks to heal and recover for the next fight. They don't care if you are not ready It does not matter how badly injured you still are. Again, with no warning, every three to four weeks, you are picked up in the van and still forced to fight for your life. . And you keep winning! But the damage that never gets a chance to he...

. When someone calls me weird... . " Well done, Sherlock Holmes ... It's not as if it weren't completely obvious... What other genius perspectival insights have you got? That liquids are wet? That the sun is burny, burny hot, hot? That woman also fart? Well done, you, Mr Captain Obvious of the Obvious Platoon. Have a special observancy medal and a gold star for your super spotters superstar junior fridge chart... Aww, bless... You must feel so proud of your little self... ...Well done, you! "

. While I'm sure sending me death threats might feel good To be effective Yeh going to have to find a way to make me enjoy living First -If you want me to be scared of dying ! ...And I'm a lonely, unlovable, undateable over 50's DWP bedsit-land total loser with no future, terrified of surviving to spending each Christmas alone again, waking up with mental health issue nightmares most nights, disposable fat bloke. ! I am nothing ! Have nothing ! Worth nothing ! - So...? Make me enjoy living first...? If you can! HA! Can't be done...! . Good luck with that one. . Baiting violent people like you IS my suicide plan... ...Because I want My death to ruin Your life... .

I am against all Computer Utilised None-ethicaly Targetly Stolen, art .... or "C.U.N.T.S art" for short.

. Women have the divine goddess aspects, Mother, Maiden, Crone, . While Men only get to have the shitty demonic aspects of... . The "can't be arsed to do fuck all, at all, ever" so-called 'Father' . The Petulant Adult Whiny Toddler Tantrum Dangerously Violent Man-child. . and . The Dirty, "Leering Creeperly At Those They Shouldn't" , Gross Old Man . #men #Woman #DivineAspects #divine feminine #Maiden #Mother #Crone

. Men deal with... ...Being optional, ... Being unneeded, ...Being merely conditionally tolerated (at best), ... Being worthless, ...Being disposable. ...Being trash, ... Being crap, ...Being shit. . Either That OR Letting themselves mentally survive on becoming monstrous, dangerous, crazy incels that, in comparison, make a wild bear a much preferred and much safer option to deal with. . Either way, we are totally screwed But the first honest way only leads to self-harm and self-destruction While the deluded of the second path of the weaker type of mind leads to the harming of innocent people. . So, I will select option one. The honest path of will. I will always choose to only destroy, only myself, rather than ever let myself become some mere flimsy "thing" that would ever harm others. .