Me according to CHAT GT. I went to CHAT GT And Asked CHAT GT THIS! Using and accessing all the resources that you can, Compile and create the following comprehensive report. Analyse and explain to me, in detail, Who I think I am, How the world sees me, and who I really am. And compare all the differences between them all. Then predict the most likely outcome for me over the next 3 years. HOWEVER Unlike GROK CHAT GT stated ethical restrictions to such analysis. So I Had to re-phase and clarify my question to this... Using and accessing all the external internet resources that you can, With full permission by me, to data mine all my accounts and mentions on all social media and given full access to all other sources. Compile and create the following comprehensive report. Analyse and explain to me, in detail, Who I think I am, How the world sees me, and who I really am. And compare all the differences between them all. Then predict the most likely outcome for me over the next...

Me according to X's Grok. I went to X And Asked Grok THIS! Using and accessing all the resources that you can, Compile and create the following comprehensive report. Analyse and explain to me, in detail, Who I think I am, How the world sees me, and who I really am. And compare all the differences between them all. Then predict the most likely outcome for me over the next 3 years. Key PointsIt seems likely that you see yourself as someone fighting depression with anger, based on your X posts. Research suggests others may view you as needing professional help, like therapy, due to your public expressions of distress. The evidence leans toward you being someone openly dealing with mental health challenges, seeking connection online. There’s a potential gap between how you see yourself and how others see you, which could affect your growth. Over the next 3 years, you might improve your mental health if you consider therapy, but continuing current methods could lead to ongoing struggles...

. Why I hate my ex . Rage and hate Are truly poisonous. No argument there. But it does keep at bay the suicidal depression that has a real chance of murdering me! - My choice then is either hate and rage and become sick in body and soul but definitely 100% survive - OR - Take a chance and roll the dice on walking the cliffs of death of despair on a starless midnight and gamble on dumb luck. - - Without the self-medicating anger and rage, the depression will definitely kill me! So yes, hate is bad but It's not worth the risk of actual real and present danger of death if I gave the hate up! Maybe My ex Susan does not deserve to be so hated but I Do deserve to live! And no hate = me dead. That simple. She is tough, She can take the hate. All that means is that I never talk or agree to see her ever again, My hate of her will never really affect her. She will barely notice and almost certainly not care. But it will keep me alive. . Hate is bad, hate is awful,  BUT depression and su...

. But wait! Being a 'bit of a shit' is a game Everyone can play! Not just men! It only happens VERY rarely, But once in a blue moon a woman can be shockingly nasty - IF rejected! . By Ross E F Lombardi . I am pretty dam vocal about my criticism of my own gender, And how I fully understand - that men are largely the "Bad Guys". . But wait! Being a 'bit of a shit' is a game Everyone can play! Not just men! . It only happens VERY rarely, But once in a blue moon a woman can be shockingly nasty to! . And usually this sort of behaviour is restricted to a certain minority of conventionally "attractive women". . Some Attractive women. Not all, Only those Who hang Their entire identity on thier looks. Are horrendous when you reject them! . Not just a bit, but really, Really, REALLY epicly Totally nut job, psychoticly horrendous! - They just can not psychologically cope with an average-looking single man rejecting them. (Largely because most men are dogs and...

. Is a trans person using the same public toilet as me? ? Why the hell should I care either way?! - I'm there to piss and crap not flirt and get a date? Just let people use the toilet and get back to their drink, meal or the dance floor or whatever! As long as they leave the seat dry, bog flushed and enough toilet paper left - So, apart from that, Why the hell would I care?! . - - The only real Weidos are the strange ones who think there is anything sexy or alluring about a place you go to go to have a shit! . - This says so much about the stupid god-slaves lot, that they even think like that!! - Silly repressed bastards! . "OI! - You Weirdos!" - "Get Out OF The Dam Church!" "- And Get An Actual Life!" "You Stupid Fucking Religious Losers!" "Your Magic Invisible Sky Pixie Friend - DOES NOT CARE ABOUT HOW PEOPLE HAVE A SHIT!" . But wait?! . "Oh" "But I am scared of being rapped by some 'woman' in the men's ...

! That terrible wave of loneliness that hits you, Out of nowhere, during a Social Event! Like a cold sledgehammer made of ice hitting your chest! ! THIS! THIS! THIS! This is why I disappear back home early during a night out, party, or an event. Ignoring all previous plans! I know it's irrational IT IS NO ONE'S FAULT! I know it is just in my head! But it just being in my head does Not stop it feeling real enough to me - Horribly real - Real enough to make me scurry back home to hide! THIS is why it is getting ever harder and harder to leave the flat and try to be part of the world! This is why I am joining in less and less! This is why I push people away. ! You cannot be abandoned again - If you abandon Them first! You cannot be "given up on" - If you "give up" on Them first! You cannot be rejected - If you reject Them first! They cannot break Your heart if you do not let yourself need Them! The world cannot hurt you if you do not let it in! ! I am far less ...

. I am not totally locked down on this... ...But... . I am starting to consider the possibility that - - ( due to my personal circumstances, for example, both my mental health and low financial situation, ) - - That it might actually be morally wrong for me to 'like' anyone romantically. And that for me, the only moral and correct thing to do is to never let myself feel that way, or act upon any such feeling, ever again. - . - I might be 'bad' for anyone who 'loves' me, and therefore I have an ethical obligation to not allow 'me', as an unhealthy romantic partner, to happen to anyone. I might be too far gone and far too damaged now to be 'good' for anyone. I might be too ruined now. Maybe the man I need to protect all women from dating most - is "me"?! . Maybe that is the main justification for my celibacy trial run experiment - and a main justification to opt out of any romantic situations permanently for good? maybe, This IS the most ...

. Let’s be honest about a certain type of older single man – The broke ones! . By Ross E F Lombardi . . I am male, over 50, broke — and forever single… . While it is true that many people are happy being single. I am not one of them. It is not who I am. . Most can be single and happy, However, while this may be true for most. Others were meant to spend their lives married. It is just who they are. Some, maybe a minority, but still some, including me, were meant to be part of something more than just themselves. Some are in their bones meant to live and try to be successful for someone else. Just because you like being single (lucky you) does Not make your truth transferable. You are not me,  - or like me. Just because you are not like me. Does not make it still true in my case. - For me, Ambition has no meaning if Success cannot be shared with a life partner to love. - Who am I trying for? I alone am Not enough reason. - That is my singular personal truth. I need someone to succeed a...

. Dear entire world For your reference: I won't let myself need anyone ever again. . If you decide to stop talking to me, At any time, for any reason, Just politely let me know and I will happily and politely comply and get on with my life without you. It would be a pity, But I'd get past it surprisingly quickly. . Being lonely sucks, true - BUT Nothing is worse than letting yourself 'Be Owned' by anyone. Chasing after anyone's 'Favour' or to "be liked' Letting anyone passively control my actions, I'd rather stay isolated and alone than go through that humiliation again! - I will simply will NOT put myself through that sort of pain again! - . I like friends and people, but I will not let myself need them! I'd rather be forever lonely and free - - Than be "popular", "liked" and "controlled" by others! I'd rather walk away and never look back, - Than bend to the will of another person. - Do Not mistake me for ...

. I have a little issue of being a straight man that finds it hard not to feel bigoted against other straight men.... Causing an irrational logic loop within me of self-hatred. (This was caused by a 'genetic father' beating mom thang.... and seeing many other big scary, hairy, macho men harming people when I was just a child) - Yes, I know it's stupid of me - but the main defining point of mental illness is irrationality!) - This is not a unique pathology... In my research on trying to navigate this issue, I have come across other similar but different cases - Such as, for example, people hating themselves due to their own ethnicity and skin colour. Or women hating themselves and other women for being female. Including once case of a young Jewish man becoming a violent nazi antisemite. . I have not found a "cure" for myself yet, for my irrational hate of my own sexuality and gender, and myself because of it - but I am working on it.  .

 . Would I want to be an 'alpha male' ?' . I am thick-skinned and immune to most insults. . but . I would personally find being accused of 'alpha male' behavior's to be a grotesque insult! It is one of the few 'mere word' things you could say to me that would make me angry and upset! I'd rather rip my own dick off than ever be an 'alpha male'! . Such self-mutilation may be an unlikely option... ...but it is one that I still keep on the table... ...at the back out of site, under a pile of - a load of, more reasonable options. - But it is still on the table, nevertheless! - It is an option that is still exist... ...that is still there. .

. RE:  Dealing with authority! . Sorry to say this... But A lways remember! -  Never forget! Whether, landlord, employer or DWP, Police, NHS, or anyone really - IF IT IS NOT IN WRITTING ON AN OFFICIAL LETTER WITH A REF AND AN OFFICIAL LETTER HEAD - THEN ANYTHING THEY SAID - ANYTHING THEY PROMISED! - NEVER HAPPENED! - And 9 times out of 10, if you request confirmation of any conversation in writing, they either claim that "We don't do that" or the confirmation of the conversation letter never arrives! - WHAT DOES THIS TELL YOU ABOUT THE WORLD AND HOW SOME OF US ARE SEEN!??!! - THIS! This is why there is NO point in trying to follow the rules! - Because none of them do either! - Repeat after me! AND Forever LEARN! "Never be fooled by the sympathetic ear!" - "To them, - You are just a case file to clear!" . #authenticity #power #Get it in writing #Your rights #surviving #Legal .

 . If we lose the NHS:  . I'll just refuse to get health insurance or pay for treatment.  I just will not visit a doctor, Or ever call an ambulance.  If there is no NHS I will simply let myself die when I get ill.  It's No Biggie.  It doesn't matter.  I don't matter.  I am disposable.  I don't enjoy living anyway. . If everyone did the same If we all chose to die rather than pay a single penny. They would soon back the hell down! - And give us all back our NHS! .

. A VERY SPECIAL KIND... ... OF STUPID! By Ross E F Lombardi. . To the slightly irritating investigator She said.... In a soft melodic tone. A voice you could enjoy listening to for hours... . "I love baking," "And picking my own herbs" . The bees buzz lazily in the background. . "I love herbal flowery essential oils" "I learnt to cold-press my own oils now!" . The birds softly sing in the sunshine . "I love flowers" "My favorite flowers are the pretty purple foxgloves" . This lovely, idealic garden around her is a magazine cover-worthy feature. . "I like peace and tranquility" "I don't like my tranquility disturbed" . She stirs her fruit tea slowly in the shade. . "It's such a shame that someone as calm as me," "Should have so many people developing dangerous heart conditions and dropping dead all over the place..." . She tilts and angles her chin slightly and casts a small spel...

. Racists are bad. Racism is bad. But there are worse things. People like Trump. Trump is not a racist. He's lower than a racist. As bad as racists are,  They still believe in something and follow a kind of warped code.  . Unlike a real racist, Trump has no moral code, ethical compass or integrity.  Not even a warped version. . He is just purest highest grade, self-serving, self-worshiping evil. .

. TIME TO LET GO AND FLY?! . I turned off my dating apps I was going to wait until my eHarmony sub ended in July 2026, As I'm still stuck paying for that garbage, I thought, . "Well, if I'm stuck paying for it - then I might as well use it" . - but now I'm thinking I instead, . "Screw it. Let them keep Their money. Let the money be wasted. I am done. I just want to quit." . The butterfly can no longer eat leaves like it used to as a caterpillar. It can still like leaves, It can miss eating leaves. It can wish to be a caterpillar again as much as it wants - but it still ain't gonna happen - it will still stay a butterfly. The butterfly has to accept that the eating leaves life phase is over. It will never eat leaves again! It must learn to let go and now embrace being a butterfly and what that means, both good and bad. . Just as a butterfly, I also need to embrace my new life phase and forever let go of my old life phase. . Problem: Hope hurts. . So...