I have a little issue of being a straight man that finds it hard not to feel bigoted against other straight men....
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I have a little issue of being a straight man that finds it hard not to feel bigoted against other straight men....
Causing an irrational logic loop within me of self-hatred.
(This was caused by a 'genetic father' beating mom thang.... and seeing many other big scary, hairy, macho men harming people when I was just a child) - Yes, I know it's stupid of me - but the main defining point of mental illness is irrationality!)
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This is not a unique pathology...
In my research on trying to navigate this issue,
I have come across other similar but different cases - Such as, for example, people hating themselves due to their own ethnicity and skin colour.
Or women hating themselves and other women for being female.
Including once case of a young Jewish man becoming a violent nazi antisemite.
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I have not found a "cure" for myself yet, for my irrational hate of my own sexuality and gender, and myself because of it - but I am working on it.
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