. Note to self: . Do NOT cheer yourself up with a fry-up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up with an unhealthy fry-up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up with an empty-calorie-laden fry-up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up with a fatty, greasy fry-up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up with a dripping in pork fat, warm egg yoke, salty, tasty butter full fry-up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up with a huge plate of toxic, poisonous, bacon, sausages, eggs, and black pudding (It's not a real fry up without some black pudding), delicious, heavenly, mouthwatering Fry up! . Do NOT cheer yourself up by getting ANY of the biggest fry-ups on ANY menu with a load of lovely extras! . No! Do NOT do it... NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! . Do Not attempt to fill the bottomless, empty loneliness of your weeping heart with a fry-up! . dam... shit.... fuck... . I guess I am getting a fry up then... . Who the fuck am I losing weight for? It is not as if I need to look good when I am so fundamentally undatable anyway... .

 YOU! YES YOU! YOU READING THIS! NO NOT you, THE OTHER ONE OUT THERE! The other one next to you. YES YOU! I’m Talking to YOU! THE ONE THAT’S WANT TO QUIT! THE ONE THAT WANTS TO GIVE UP! DON’T! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ the Satisfaction! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ the Comfort! DO NOT give ‘THEM’ That power over You! KEEP GOING! NEVER QUIT! Even IF it’s only to piss ‘THEM’ off!

Reflection on my work so far, 21st June, 2025. The general rule of any blog That only 1 in 10 hits are actually read Since starting my blog has so far had 471784 hits Which could, potentially, mean 47178 people read one of my things! But even IF it did absolutely terribly And only 1 in a 100 hits read my blog, (which is statistically VERY unlikely) Then that is STILL 4717 active readers! And that's just my blog! That is not including my YouTube, Instagram and its reels, my TikTok, Vocal Media and Medium accounts, Tumblr, and more... I have to assume that realistically That I HAVE made a small, chaos butterfly effect, difference to this world. Maybe...? Maybe even a tiny positive difference??! Well... "thoughts and prays" and "wishes and positive thinking" do fuck all. You have to get your fingernails dirty and actually do something! - So, Yes I'm going to relentlessly self-promote. It's the only way anything can possibly happen!

. YES, . I AM a bigot also! . But I am working on it! . I fight and write for LGBTQ+ rights - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with some conditioned homophobia from my early catholic upbringing! ! I fight and write against misogyny - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with some conditioned sexism from my early experiences from a violent father figure! ! I fight and write against all bigotry - But I STILL, At over 50 years of age - recognise, within myself, some internal struggles with a load  of other similar crap, Including racism. ! I need to check and examine those daily. THIS IS MY RESPONSIBILITY! NO ONE ELSE's! ! The battle against bigotry starts and ends with ME! ! Everything and everyone else outside of my own head is just acceptable collateral damage! !

KEEP GOING! KEEP CREATING! You have to do it, To be creative, To keep doing it. DESPITE, IN-SPITE, AND TO SPITE PEOPLE - Not because of people! Let the attacks of others become your fuel! Every time someone says you are crap - use THAT to create 3 more bits of work! Praise means fuck all! But something to fight against is Goldust! The only real valid reason for it! - To create! - Is BECAUSE people want you to stop!

. ...Why I use extra spaces, colons, gaps and other stuff that MIGHT be sometimes mistaken as indicators that my stuff is created by AI. . I write and create art. I write and create art, a LOT! I enjoy it, I need it, I work hard at it, I gives me purpose, It keeps me, Well, to be honest, I wouldn’t go as far as to say “Sane” but it definitely makes me “slightly less Insane” – which is still kinda nice… And yet… . Once in a while Usually, when I'm proud of something I've created, (Both my art and my writing) Some random person will say something along the lines of, "This looks like it was created by AI" Which I suppose can be seen as either an insult or a compliment, depending on your point of view. . The reason I get accused of this is usually along the lines of, for example... "Reads like it was written by AI. A lot of unnecessary use of dashes, the bracketing, the semicolon." . Now, generally speaking, I put it down to sour grapes by someone who probab...

The flat next door. By Ross E F Lombardi. . They party all night. The noise keeps me awake. But I do not feel mad. . They party all night. So I can not sleep. But it just makes me so very deeply sad. . They live all night, I lie awake knowing, I do not belong anywhere, That such togetherness type can never be me. . They get to be human all night. While my icy isolation, Is the proper natural order of things. It is the way it's supposed to be. . They party all night. Laughing, singing and being. Reminding me of a life of "liked", That I can never have. .

. "It is not THAT important to be liked." Has been said a few times, in various versions, by various people, in various ways. . I would go one stage further: Being liked is not only, "Not all that important". But being "Liked" might actually be a "bad sign" in many cases! . In over fifty years of life - - I never yet met a popular person in person, Who was not a horrible nasty little petty shit behind the scenes! It seems to me, That you can't be "super cool and popular" without lying to and manipulating each person's opinion about everyone else! . Personally,  I'd rather keep my integrity and stay lonely instead. .

Sometimes, when despite everything, I still find that I miss my ex, Even though I have access to a bed, I sleep on the couch like I used to, so I do not miss her as much.  - How Stupid, Sad and Pathetic am I!!

. My home-baked wholemeal soda bread is just like me: . - We are both Nicer than we initially look! - We both have better Taste than you imagined! - We are both of better quality than you, at first, realised. . - And ...When you need to feel a little comforted... - We Both feel great inside of you . . And yes... I DID actually bake this... I am a straight man.... This IS a real photo from my kitchen... And I AM single! . . - - (Disclaimer: While all the above is true, I am also over 50, ugly, podgy, stuck in an E6/2 socioeconomic bracket, and riddled with various mental health issues. And far more emotionally needy than the most whiny bitch arse puppy you ever met.) .

. I feel a little down .. ...so down ... ...I am actually considering doing something epically stupid... ...such as ... . ...turning my various online dating profiles back on. . . I will try to resist the urge... to be this weak and stupid.  ...Online dating is brutal. It would be as good for me, in the same way as eating 10 gallons of ice cream, a large family bucket of fried chicken in one sitting. - Yes, I'd get a comfort buzz for a very short while - Then the figurative stomach-ache, and the regret and wasting so much money would then kick in! - It's a bad idea - It buys a bit for brief useless temporary hope and then, you have to pay it back with a crap load of negative, feeling crap about yourself in emotional interest later. . But THAT is how those fucking vultures make their money - - By taking advantage of moments of weakness like these! Of lonely people like me. .

GROK Vs CHAT GT THEIR CHALLENGE: RESEARCHING ME! NOTE: ALMOST ALL THE CONTENT IN THIS ARTICLE HAS BEEN AI GENERATED! BUT THAT’S THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS ARTICLE! THAT IS THE NATURE OF THIS EXPERIMENT! Me according to X's Grok. I went to X And Asked Grok THIS! Using and accessing all the resources that you can, Compile and create the following comprehensive report. Analyse and explain to me, in detail, Who I think I am, How the world sees me, and who I really am. And compare all the differences between them all. Then predict the most likely outcome for me over the next 3 years. Key Points It seems likely that you see yourself as someone fighting depression with anger, based on your X posts. Research suggests others may view you as needing professional help, like therapy, due to your public expressions of distress. The evidence leans toward you being someone openly dealing with mental health challenges, seeking connection online. There’s a potential gap between how you...

. ME according to: A chat GT and GROK showdown Vs each other. . I asked each AI Compare the evaluate the content of the pages below. Cite key differences in opinion between each page. Then choose the best page and give a detailed comprehensive reasons why the chosen page is better than the unchosen one. . https://www.lombot.co.uk/2025/05/me-according-to-xs-grok.html . https://www.lombot.co.uk/2025/05/me-according-to-chat-gt.html . THE GROK ANSWER: Key Points It seems likely that Grok’s analysis is more direct and honest, while ChatGPT’s is more balanced and supportive. Research suggests Grok might focus on recent X posts, while ChatGPT could use broader public information. The evidence leans toward Grok being better for self-reflection due to its unfiltered feedback, though ChatGPT may be more comforting. Direct Answer Introduction Based on the information available, I’ll compare the two blog posts from your website: me according to XS Grok and me according to Chat GT . Since I could...