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Am I a bad person for wanting to have sex?
.
My ex-wife gets to grab herself a warm body to screw only 6 months after the divorce.
But 4 years later, despite a very expensive dating site and an even more expensive singles holiday, I still can't get a successful date.
.
Like the youngest of a pair of siblings who sees his older sister get an ice cream - when he does not
Like the youngest of a pair of siblings who sees his older sister get an ice cream - when he does not
- that pisses me off.
.
.
Why does she get to have someone to screw and I don't?
As I was the person who was dumped by her, it seems extra unfair.
I'm not saying it's a competition, - but if it was, - then she has easily won.
I do get it,
Obviously she is pretty and attractive
While logically I must be really, Really, REALLY dam ugly
.
To add extra irony sauce, it was always me that had the much higher sex drive out of the two of us.
.
Now don't get me wrong, true emotional romantic intimacy in love, even sexless romantic intimacy, is worth far more than grunting like two sweaty pigs in a field.
But
As much as I hate to admit it, I am still a human animal, and the sexual frustration is getting to me.
.
And with all the candy mix of opinions about sexual politics hitting a fan at high speed and spewing all over the place right now,
From incels at one end
To 'death to all males' at the other end.
I am left with the unanswered question
?
Am I a bad person for wanting to have sex?
?
And this then splits into two further questions.
?
1
No: you are not a bad person for wanting sex
So,
How do I both ethically and legally get sex?
?
OR
?
2
Yes: you are a bad person for wanting sex
So,
How do I both ethically and legally destroy my desire for sex?
.
So let's cover these one at a time.
.
How do I ethically and legally get sex?
Prostitutes are straight off the list for a host of debatable reasons that needs it's own set of articles. Short answer: It is unethical.
So is breaking someone's heart just to use and shag them?
So how, as an ugly person, do I get sex with another person who I am attracted to?
And if, as it becomes apparent that "ain't ever going to happen", the whole question of whether I am a bad person for wanting sex becomes moot...
.
So
How do I ethically and legally destroy my own high sex drive?
Because apparently self-mutilation is unethical, and counts technically as self-harm rather than as just a simple logical solution.
And castrating medications are also illegal.
(If it's my body? why is it not my choice?)
.
So the noose on my options shrinks
As all simple logical solutions seem to be deemed "bat shit crazy" by all you normal but very stupid neurotypical humans out there.
.
So I am left with my high sex drive, in an unattractive package no one can want, in a world with no usable solutions, because you humans are a stupid and contradictory species that are incapable of any kind of consensus on even the most basic of issues.
.
Dam!
I hate all you guys, all you human people type things SO much sometimes.
The sooner a random space rock cracks this whole stupid planet open like a raw egg, the better.
.
As I was the person who was dumped by her, it seems extra unfair.
I'm not saying it's a competition, - but if it was, - then she has easily won.
I do get it,
Obviously she is pretty and attractive
While logically I must be really, Really, REALLY dam ugly
.
To add extra irony sauce, it was always me that had the much higher sex drive out of the two of us.
.
Now don't get me wrong, true emotional romantic intimacy in love, even sexless romantic intimacy, is worth far more than grunting like two sweaty pigs in a field.
But
As much as I hate to admit it, I am still a human animal, and the sexual frustration is getting to me.
.
And with all the candy mix of opinions about sexual politics hitting a fan at high speed and spewing all over the place right now,
From incels at one end
To 'death to all males' at the other end.
I am left with the unanswered question
?
Am I a bad person for wanting to have sex?
?
And this then splits into two further questions.
?
1
No: you are not a bad person for wanting sex
So,
How do I both ethically and legally get sex?
?
OR
?
2
Yes: you are a bad person for wanting sex
So,
How do I both ethically and legally destroy my desire for sex?
.
So let's cover these one at a time.
.
How do I ethically and legally get sex?
Prostitutes are straight off the list for a host of debatable reasons that needs it's own set of articles. Short answer: It is unethical.
So is breaking someone's heart just to use and shag them?
So how, as an ugly person, do I get sex with another person who I am attracted to?
And if, as it becomes apparent that "ain't ever going to happen", the whole question of whether I am a bad person for wanting sex becomes moot...
.
So
How do I ethically and legally destroy my own high sex drive?
Because apparently self-mutilation is unethical, and counts technically as self-harm rather than as just a simple logical solution.
And castrating medications are also illegal.
(If it's my body? why is it not my choice?)
.
So the noose on my options shrinks
As all simple logical solutions seem to be deemed "bat shit crazy" by all you normal but very stupid neurotypical humans out there.
.
So I am left with my high sex drive, in an unattractive package no one can want, in a world with no usable solutions, because you humans are a stupid and contradictory species that are incapable of any kind of consensus on even the most basic of issues.
.
Dam!
I hate all you guys, all you human people type things SO much sometimes.
The sooner a random space rock cracks this whole stupid planet open like a raw egg, the better.
.
The only thing I am unsure of is that...
I am NOT taking self-mutilation "Off The Table"...
Because "No Sex Drive" = "No Problem"
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