On Oct the 1st There is a 95% chance of me totally giving up on being any part of this wider local world.

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There's absolutely no point in me asking for any help... Why? Because of my gender and age...
...to the extent that I am not even going to bother reading the replies or comments to this statement.
(Sigh)
... because any replies will either be
'trite'
'attacking'
'condescending'
'dull'
or,
all four...
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On Oct the 1st
There is a 95% chance of me totally giving up on being any part of this wider local world.
I'll just stay in, avoid most people, and
Just watch TV,
play computer games,
watch porn,
ect, ect,
- until I die of old age.
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I might even see if I can fit in the extra cost of shopping delivery into my budget to avoid having to mix with people at shops.
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I had a proper full-on go at being part of the world.
And now I am tired of it all.
The wider world simply seems not worth the time, effort and cost of engaging with.
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Don't worry
I'll try not to let you ever-so 'ickle little prissy gate hit my rancid big butt on the way out.
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You fucking shitty tiny-minded mere insects.
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Of course, until the 1st of Oct I have to keep trying.
So, there is still a 1 in 20 or less chance I'll stay involved with the wider world.
But let's be honestly realistic here!
Life is not a movie script.
Life is far more dull and predictable than a fictional story.
If anything 'good' was going to happen...
...it would have happened by now...
But I'll keep on until the deadline... Just as a personal point of pride.
THEN I can quit without any undue guilt.

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