I suspect that in the very unlikely event I ever managed to get any 'z' level local Redcar town celebrity fame. That I'll marry the first kinda of ISH "in the right light" semi attractive psycho female stalker that becomes dangerously obsessed with me. . They will find her having sex with my rotting corpse, with a frozen expression of agony and fear on my dead face, surrounded all the stuff from her "Ross shrine". . And as they arrest her she will giggle insanly... "That's so, Typical classic Ross...." . Yeh know what?! That is Still sounds better to me than growing old alone!

 I don't know for certain that lies are being told about me. But it is very possible. . It is a common cowardly tactic some weak people use. . It is a sign that they are too scared to step up in person. They are trying to trick others into being Their unwitting revenge puppets. (So, In a way, also victimising those, well meaning, people to by getting them into trouble.) . And if they are doing it to me... ...then they might be doing it to you also.

...god and his worshiper...

Expensive beauty creams and body lotion skin treatments? . There are certain OTHER cheaper more natural moisturising "gels" that are packed with vitamin E and amino acids that are excellent for the skin. THAT CAN BE ABSOLUTELY FREE! If you have a close enough male friend, Then they might be able to provide this miracle rub in ‘crem’ on an on-demand basis! If you ask them nicely… 😊

. Maybe this whole anti male suicide movement thing is misguided? . (These are self questions not statements, I'm not sure what I believe yet) . If being forever alone is what you will always be stuck with, then why "save us" if happiness can never happen again? . Why should do we have to endure Christmas after Christmas unloved till the bitter end? . Why? Out of social convention? Tradition? To make the general public comfortable about themselves? . Maybe us men, that no longer enjoy living, should be allowed 'to go'?! . Maybe the true cruelty is in the pressuring and the forcing of us to keep living? . ? . Afterall, (Unlike women) (Due to all of our inherently violent and aggresive male natures,) - Out of every 10 of us men that kill themselves, I doubt even 1 in 10 of Us are even worth the bother of saving. .

 

A man can make a good woman become an evil woman But A woman only brings out the evil in a man, that was always already there All us men are just "wrong" and "evil" from birth . I only know this Because the nightmares tell me every night I am always so scared to sleep . That ‘not waking up’ would be a blessing

Bitches, Witches and Whores Women lie, cheat, and steal from their partners... But men KILL theirs! They are Not the same! Misandry is Not as bad as Misogyny! Nowhere near as bad... ... Not even slightly close! Maybe if the fear of being murdered was less, Women wouldn't need to act like bitches, witches and whores. ... because when you are trying not to get killed... You resort to doing whatever you must do to survive.

. Ross E F Lombardi (AKA: RAT LOMBOT) Email: RatLombot@GMail.Com . Address: Flat 7, 40 Newcombe Terrace, Redcar, Cleveland, TS10 1DB (I stand by what I say – I ain’t cowardly hiding from no one!) . Rat Lombot social media links so you can keep up with what I am doing. . FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100092840913639 . TWITTER OR X: https://twitter.com/RossLombardi1 . Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ratlombot/ . Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/ratlombot2 . You Tube: https://www.youtube.com/@Rat_Lombot/featured . Tik Tok: https://www.tiktok.com/@rat_lombot . Vocal Media: https://vocal.media/authors/ross-e-fortune-lombardi . Medium: https://medium.com/@ratlombot . Blogger: https://www.lombot.co.uk/ . Personal Description: I would call myself an E6/2 artist (named after the socioeconomic group). . I Want To Be The Artist, That Provides Low-Cost Art To People Stuck In Bedsit Land. - Someone should offer original art, that norm...

. I just found out about the "soft no" (look it up yourself) . I find normal interaction subtlies challenging. It's one of the things that put me off socialising, at all. - So, thanks for the heads up, about "the soft no'" . Its a good thing to know. . All I would add to anyone out there is... ... If you can, please be clear with me about stuff. The constant second guessing is different and I almost always get it wrong. Not just romanticly but in general. . But on the romantic front. If you like me 'that way'  then tell me. And if you don't - and you feel ok to do so, then please use a polite and clear 'no ' rather than the 'soft no' . - So I don't get confused and humiliate myself or cause discomfort to others. . I do understand that all us men might be monsters. - and we can not initialy be trusted . So, I am trying my best to not be 'that guy'. The idea of being 'scary' or making a woman 'uncomfortable...

Self-criticism and punishment are the steadfast of discipline. . “Loving yourself” / “Forgiving yourself” - Leads to feelings of self-entitlement, selfishness, and weakness of character. Which in turn leads laziness, lack of quality in your work and to flaws such as cheating in relashionships (as just one example) Don’t “Love yourself” - Instead be the “master of yourself” No, This will not make you happy – it is not meant to! - Happiness is not the goal! The meaning on life is NOT happiness and comfort! You are not either entitled or guaranteed these things. Meaning comes from humility, sacrifice, helping others, and a taming of both your ego and your fear. Maybe you think I am nuts – And (shrug) That IS ok. You don't have to listen – your life is your own – not mine. But I felt I needed to at least offer a different point of view. Ultimately the choice is your own – I'm not your parent or your teacher, I've done my bare minimum moral diligence. - Duty done. You are your o...

Can a man and woman be friends? Yes, (And Yes, EVEN 'If' they are pretty) - One of the biggest red flags for any women should be if a Man cannot have attractive female friends without there being “an Agenda" Because that means a lack of maturity and evolution BUT be warned: Do not ask to be just friends unless you mean it! - Because once you get past a certain point of no return, from “friends” to “sister” - for me it then becomes a permanent decision! Once you get ‘there’, I'll never be able to see you as a sexual being again. Once I put you in the “Sister Zone” you will never leave it! You stay there forever! And the idea of being with you ‘that way’ then becomes far too Icky to contemplate! At that point of no return, you can no longer ever get to change your mind!

... uhhh ... errr ... yes.... ICE Agents now have the girlfriend of one of the founders of Antifa - a political left-wing philosophy – despite it being an insubstantial non corporeal ideology, - and NOT an actual organisation. The young woman has been dating the nasty floaty mind thing with no physical form for 350 years. And is father to 2 and a quarter of Antifa’s kids! . They also have the third cousin twice removed of the abstract concept of ‘faith’. The older sister of an anthropomorphic manifestation of “Dreams” The lost pet doggy of the anthropomorphic manifestation of “Destruction” . And they have also arrested the colour “yellow” the letter “U”, the “tooth fairy”, “The rogue yet rouge underground LGBTQ+ leader Dorothy from the early 1950s” and the number “3”. . The trump administration hope this proves once and for all, that they are not total idiots now! .

You think you are not worth shit? HA! I laugh at in your face, at your mere pretence at worthlessness! Hold my tepid weak arse beer. - You may claim that you are 'not worth shit'... - But I promise you this princess - I am worth Far Less than you are! - For behold! I Am the amazingly ‘disposable man’! - No one is worth less and is more disposable than me!

My kids (now grown) watched more modern anime - And I DO and Did still feel the ick when teen female characters are overly sexualised ..OR.... They pull the tied story trope that "technicality" the character is "actually" some over 100 year old non human so that makes it ok for them to act hypersexual or have gross things done to them - even though their physical appearance is that of a 14 year old girl. -  And there seems to be almost no one I can share these reserverations and discomforts with. My worries just get shot down and I just end up feeling stupid. . But despite that, the deep instinctual guy level huge "Ick!" Won't go away. . The whole thing just feels so wrong in some core way that I feel should not have justify that feeling. . I just know it's very broken and wrong. I feel it in my bones. . It's Not ok. And the creators of this type of art, and such stories, should ask themselves some serious questions. .

.  I hate my ex wife. She dumbed me after 30 years.  I refuse to see or speak to her ever again.  . Not because she is evil,  Because she is Not evil.  There was no infidelity on either side,  She just fell out of love with me.  She wanted us to stay "Freinds".  (I am too weak to do that.) .  Not because it is morally right to do,  Because it is Not morally right to do.  She does Not deserve to be hated this way. .  But because I need to.  It's the only way I can survive this level of pain and hope to move on. Anger is easier than tears.  . I don't hate her, to punish her.  I hate her, to save me. .  I hate her so I can survive.

  As a Man I look at all the sexual abuse, rapes, violence and intimidation that us men do And it makes me feel SO ashamed of being a man That I want to rip my own balls off with my bare hands ?! Seriously? How can the rest of you blokes be so delusional and fucked up that you can take any pride at all, in your manhood? I’m finding myself constantly, increasingly sickened by what we are. . . ... I would really, Really, REALLY like my nightmares to stop now.  - I want to be allowed to have a good nights sleep. .

When I feel rejected or alienated. I shouldn't dig at people. It's no one's fault that I don't belong anywhere. Not even mine. . It's just how the dice rolled. Some are born with no legs or blind Some are born impared in other ways. I was born, 'wrong', 'slightly off' and 'too different but in a bad way', ...and people naturally sense that and instinctively back away. . - It's a healthy normal survival reaction to have. So I shouldn't pick on people or poke at them for it.

. Why I'd never vote 'reform uk' : . Because I was taught that a real UK patriots fight naz1s. - NOT vote for them. . So if you vote reform, Then, Piss off you fifth filth colonist naz1 traitor. . For once, let's Not copy the USA and be as stupid as they have been! Let not Not be corporate America's little side bitch, yet again. . Let's Not vote in our own budget bargain basement mini shriveled pocket trump! . .