.
- TRYING TO TALK SOME SENSE INTO ME...
"Ross,"
"With your self-destructive, self-absorbed, self-sabatuaging, 'piss on them all' attitude, "
"You will never succeed as an artist or as a writer."
"No one will ever want to either know you or your work"
"You will fail"
"You must know this?"
"You can not succeed"
.
ME:
"I no longer care"
"Being 'loved', is not 'who I am' -"
.
THEM:
"Then why keep bothering to publish and push your art or words at all?"
"Why no just leave us all alone?"
.
ME:
"Because creating is not 'what I do'- ,"
"Creating art and writing is more than that,"
"Creating is 'who I am' -"
It is 'what I am' -"
.
THEM:
"Well,"
"We are all sick and tired of your constant immature shit,"
"So,"
"Just fuck off and quietly fade away and die somewhere"
"We want nothing to do with your petulant childish crap!"
.
ME:
"..."
(Sardonic grin)
" . . . n - - - 0 . . . "
!
- TRYING TO TALK SOME SENSE INTO ME...
.
THEM:
"Ross,"
"With your self-destructive, self-absorbed, self-sabatuaging, 'piss on them all' attitude, "
"You will never succeed as an artist or as a writer."
"No one will ever want to either know you or your work"
"You will fail"
"You must know this?"
"You can not succeed"
.
ME:
"I no longer care"
.
THEM:
"Why?"
THEM:
"Why?"
.
ME:
"Simple"
"I now acknowledge the truth"
.
THEM:
"What truth!"
.
ME:
"I now know that I will never have anyone special worth being successful for"
"- 'I', alone, am not reason enough"
(Shrug)
"I now accept the reality"
ME:
"Simple"
"I now acknowledge the truth"
.
THEM:
"What truth!"
.
ME:
"I now know that I will never have anyone special worth being successful for"
"- 'I', alone, am not reason enough"
(Shrug)
"I now accept the reality"
"Being 'loved', is not 'who I am' -"
.
THEM:
"Then why keep bothering to publish and push your art or words at all?"
"Why no just leave us all alone?"
.
ME:
"Because creating is not 'what I do'- ,"
"Creating art and writing is more than that,"
"Creating is 'who I am' -"
It is 'what I am' -"
.
THEM:
"Well,"
"We are all sick and tired of your constant immature shit,"
"So,"
"Just fuck off and quietly fade away and die somewhere"
"We want nothing to do with your petulant childish crap!"
.
ME:
"..."
(Sardonic grin)
" . . . n - - - 0 . . . "
!
!
Mutare non est meum
!
Cantus moriar
!
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