hate the individual - Not the gender.

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If people look at the things I say about my ex
- and mistake it for misogyny
- it's not
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This is not misogyny because I am a man hurt by a woman
I hate the individual - Not the gender.
This has nothing to do with me being 'a man' or her 'a woman'
THIS level of self harming spite is my families specialty from my moms side.
This is:

"don't piss off a member of the fortune family"
This is Not me acting like a:

 "macho arse hole bloke"
This is me being the child of Miss Jackie Fortune
I'd be just as self destructive, Petty, and spiteful to Anyone to hurt me this much.
I don't have to win
Winning never matters
My mums family side taught me,
"loose on purpose if you must - as long as it hurts 'em as much as you can."
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Me being 'like this' is a whole family trait,
not a gender one!
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I  am willing to die without defending myself IF it sends my attacker to prison and ruins their life.

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I will hapily loose both my eyes if it means you loose just one of yours.

So the quesiton for you then is then not:

"How do I take both his eyes"

Then quesition is then instead

"Am I really prepeared to loose one of My eyes? to win this? Is this worth it?"

.

This is the power of Real SPITE.

Not the watered down verison of what you lot think spite is.

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It is why I sell my art for stupid cheap prices now.

Depite some of them taking days of work

Because if I cant win

Ill try and tank the local art markets value

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It is why my violent genentic fathers side,

Who are normaly good at revenge

 and making an example 

and making a point

"Backed the fuck off instead" in my mum's familes case.

.

Because we may loose

But we will make your victory cost you far more than you were ever willing, to bloody well, Pay. 

.

So?

Mother fucker!

Come at me? Will you? 

What exactly ARE you willing to loose!

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