"I'm ashamed by how broken I really am ... ...so, I try to hide it"

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Title:
"I'm ashamed by how broken I really am ...
...so, I try to hide it"
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Size A3
Oil pastels on paper
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I need supplies
- but I can't leave the flat...
I need a walk to clear my mind
- but I can't leave the flat
I need fresh air and sun
- but I can't leave the flat
I'm lonely
- but you have to stay in the flat!
I need people
- but I can't leave the flat
I need to leave the flat
- but I can't face the world
I need the world
- but I can't leave the flat...
Why can't I leave the flat?
- you can't leave the flat!
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"I'm ashamed by how broken I really am ...
...so, I try to hide it"
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I need help!
- you can not ask for help.
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I can't live like this!
- ...then trick some thugs, to end it for you.
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Most people can never understand how brave I am...
...or how truly cowardly.

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