People mistake me seeing myself as, "Disposable" "Expendable" "Worthless" As a self pitty party

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People mistake me seeing myself as,
"Disposable"
"Expendable"
"Worthless"
As a self pitty party
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Because they themselves, Really care far to much about Their own value.
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But there is a power to being Disposable.
You can say what you want to whom you want
Even if it means they hurt you for it.
With nothing to loose and no self value you loose fear of dying, fear of embarrassment, fear of almost all personal consequences.
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If you hear a tune in a shopping center you want to dance to...
Suddenly you now can!
With no value, no longer needing to be accepted, normal or cool - now you can.
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If someone starts firing a gun I can use myself as a human shield over someone else - because I no longer matter!
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Pitty party?
Ha!
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I pity You for still being stuck burdened with "giving a shit" about the opinion of strangers.

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