. HEROES ALL. By Ross E F Lombardi. . I raise this glass in cheer. A toast... To those looking at a ceiling. To those crying without tears. To those desperate to give up but never quitting. To those hiding who they are. The struggling. Those in pain. Who look normal. Unremarkable, Merely average. To those unnoticed in mass media, in life, in history. To every lost name. Not just men or women or gender x. Everyone. - This is a quiet shared dignity of humanity at its humble finest. - For every one single, ass hole, For every one single, evil spiteful bitch, For every one single, brutal vicious scary bastard, We humans still have 10 of these people. 10 healers 10 councillors 10 helpers 10 builders 10 gentle guides 10 protectors 10 egoless teachers and passionate students of life. 10 merciful, forgiving and kind. Or 10 people who worry and care about others. . Do not let the noisy loud and crass peices of human garbage. Make you forget all the silently stubborn powerful heros that make li...

? When somone claims... I Don't need a "man" OR I Don't need a "woman" - I always thought feeling an irrational need for each other was just a normal ‘part and parcel’ of feeling and being in love with one another??!! - When did that stop happening??!!

. ROLL THE DICE. By Ross E F Lombardi . I care deeply about social justice issues I care more than it is healthy to do so, I cause’s me mental illness and emotional pain, As if I just cannot stop hearing the screams of the entire world. So when a sarcastic meme popped up, saying, (And I’ll have to paraphrase here) . “Men keep suggesting that lesbians just have not tired good enough dick yet Those men should try a load of dick themselves, if it is do great” . …Or words to that effect, . And it being the internet,   I decide to chip in my own two cents Like any other normal common shit head would. . “If they are a lesbian. Then why even think that? Why not just be bros. I think it would be cool to check out chicks together with a lesbian female platonic friend. Just think of all the cool conversations you could have, that a male friend would be too upright to talk about. Plus have you heard of OTEP? Rock Lesbian have the coolest taste...

. Teach you kids early - Safe adults don’t ask children to keep secrets , Ever –. . Accept when there IS a good (although thankfully very rare) exception. . When I was just 11, I was reluctantly introduced to my genetic father for the first time, since I was 3. I was grilled and rehearsed over and over again and official cover story, to keep loads of secrets from him. So yes, - I was told to keep secrets. - As I spent time with him he kept trying to trick me into revealing stuff all the time. . Despite and the gifts and treats, It was a stressful nightmare each year, Playing this verbal cat and mouse game vs an adult. . - Years later I found out why. IF he had gotten the information he wanted from me, got past my defences, people would have gotten killed by the psychotic misogynist bastard! My younger brother, as a child form another man, - DEAD My father, Who I call "Dad", Mr Lombardi, a good man – DEAD My Mum – After some nasty stuff done to her first, – DEAD And me whis...

. My daughter Wants to be a Wife! She wants to get married. She wants to be a mother. She has it all planned out! . She also wants to be a pathologist. And have a successful career. . While Her wife says home and looks after Their baby. (That her wife will carry to term, not her) . I have asked my young college aged lesbian daughter, "Please pretty please with sugar and a cherry on top, can I be in the same room when she tries to explain this to a future girlfriend." . (My daughter said "no" to that request.) .

. Human Nature: . Male, Female, Other, It is all the same crap! Just with different labels! . Sure you could buy into the gender war, That somehow you chosen side are saints that the other side are sinners, . IF you are a fucking moron that never really looked around and bothered to notice shit before... . And the only winners there, Is the social media platform your using, who get to up their engagement to increase the value of those targeted side bar ads you pretend ignore ! Human Nature: . All just as inherently shit as each other . And No One is worth saving! . Fuck You All! And Goodnight! !

. I'm not scared of the tea app. Bring that shit on! . There is no way on earth I could be any less dateable. . I am allready as undateble as it is possible to ever get. There is nowhere lower left to go. . If Epstein came back to life as a pudrid corpse, homeless and broke,  covered in maggots,  all of them with human faces ,  all of them screaming constantly in unison. Then .... LOL! . ...Then he would Still be four entire notches more datable than my sorry arse. .

  . DRINKS WITH AN OLD GIRLFRIEND! A sketch By Ross E F Lombardi . Scene: A cold wet Winter. In a UK pub on the north of England Coast, either in or near Redcar By Sea. 11 am opening time on a Tuesday. A dishevelled and clearly defeated middle aged man meets an old flame for drinks. She is dressed, all vamped up,   as if she is going out on a Saturday night out at an expensive night club, despite it being in the middle of the day and mid-week. . Old Ex Girlfriend: “I’m so glad you met me for drinks” “I have so much to tell you” “But you go first” . Middle Aged Man: “I’m sure you are…” . Old Ex Girlfriend: “Go on,” “You get the first few rounds of double shots in,” “While we chat and catch up!” . Middle Aged Man: “Yeah” “Well it’s been a while” “And we do go back a bit so…” . Old Ex Girlfriend: “Well I’m busting to tell you mine!” “But As I said, you go first” “So tell me!” “Did you go on holiday this year” ....

. A Modest Proposal for The Male Loneliness Epidemic. Paper 1 Draft ( A ) By Ross E F Lombardi . It is often said that you can't beat mother nature. No religion, government or philosophy in human history could stop the primal drive to reproduce. You just can't defeat core biology. . Well, I was wrong. (Slow sarcastic clap) Well done modern man! . I hope you are proud of yourselves. You managed, by being so bloody dam awful, to have succeeded in defeating billions of years of evolutionary fined tuned natural instinct, - where every other previously organised effort has failed. Well done you! You have literally, in just one generation, made being alone a far better option for women-kind . Now fuck off and accept the reaping you brought upon yourselves. You dumb fucking arse, male man, morons! Good god I hate all us men, so much! . But despite my loathing for all straight men (including myself) – I will be charitable enough to look f...

.  Painting ' wet target' notes:  .  Curtis Yarvin  Dark Enlightenment.  .  Peter Theil  Palantir  .  J D Vance  .

. Dear "better health" . Where exactly am I supposed to pull the money out of my arse for This!!??? FFS! Piss off "better life". Stop offering me something that I so clearly desperately need - Only to have it forever financially out of reach! . It feels sadistic of you.

 Why the lies about me? . For all my faults. (And there are Loads!) At least I never hide who I am. The good or the evil. It's all out there for any to see ... . Yet.... Weirdly ... People Still have to spread lies about me? . - That's like feeling full, being given £100 of very greasy fired chicken in a pig tough to eat Yet Still feeling that you have to add your own melted butter on top, despite having more than enough to already work with. . - I have to ask, with all the free ammo I freely supply to people to use against me? Why do you need your own lies, on top of all of that, as well?? . I'm only a below average flesh and blood human. . What IS it about me, exactly, that terrifies you so much? .

. My personal "Never Again"! . I was married for 30 years - together for 35! - And I refuse to speak or be in the same room as my ex Ever Again! - I will have to miss my children's weddings, (if they happen) - I will miss the christening of my grandchildren (if they happen) - I hate her with every fibre of my being. - I don't even want her anywhere near my funeral! - I want her to keep the hell away from me! - Forever! - No exceptions! - If I see her having a heart attack in the street or being assaulted - then Thats her problem! - My phone stays in my pocket and I keep on walking! If I am ever in a situation where she is the only one that could save my life - Then I choose my death instead! - Rather than have her help! . She wanted a life without me? She dumped me! - After 30 years! Well guess what bitch! Wish fucking granted! Leave me the hell alone! Rot in hell! ! And no, This is not misogyny! This is me hating an individual I know well, not m...

! I often said that you can't beat mother nature. No religion, government or philosophy in human history could stop the primal drive to reproduce. You just can't defeat core biology. . . Well, I was wrong. (Slow sarcastic clap) Well done modern man! . I hope you are proud of yourselves. You managed, by being so bloody dam awful, to have suceeded in defeating billions of years of evolutionary fined tuned natural instinct, - where every other previously organised effort has failed. Well done you! You have literally, in just one generation, made being alone a far better option for women-kind . Now fuck off and accept the reaping you brought upon yourselves. You dumb fucking arse, male man, morons! Good god I hate all us men, (including myself) so very, Very much! .

. . Its just easier this way... <shrug> . I am a lonely older man. And at my age learning anything new is a bit tougher than it used to be . So, I blame the "male lonelines epidemic" on men. . Because it's a bit more convenient for me to hate the gender I already dislike, - - Than it is to learn to dislike the gender I am sexualy attracted to. . But let's face it, All humans of any gender, Are all more than 'just a little bit shit', anyway! .

! Roasted Pig à l'orange By Ross E F Lombardi. ! I’m not saying that trump supporters are necessarily stupid They kind of prove it themselves. – In pretty much every single dumb arse thing they do say and fart out of their mouths. ! How many trump supporters does it take to screw a lightbulb?? - - Answer: That's not the relevant question. The relevant question should be instead - Why are those sicko fucks doing 'That' to lightbulb?? ! Some of them are so stupid that they think trump has been sent by their god… Now, I'm not saying that trump is not sent by god, Because he probably was.... I'm just saying that the god who sent him is Azathoth instead of Yhwh, that's all....! ! Anyway back to trump supporters and similar types. I do get death threats from those sorts of “people” But, Am I worried perhaps that the scary “Red N Gold” lot will get me? Nah! I have a perfect disguise! I am an artist and have taken a very large fold of beige cardboard, the same hight...

FAQ Yes I can do commissions - BUT You MUST be able to pay by either PayPal OR STRIPE! AND I insist on a 50% none refudble deposit before I start the work! (This is due to a huge number of time wasters who think it is funny to finacally harm a stuggling artist) All prices include UK postage but outside of the UK is charged an extra £10. AND the most I'd charge would be £40 IF postage was outside of the UK -And the size was over A1 I dont care now rich you are, the price stays the same! I do not chase money! Art should be for all! Not just for posh people!

. An Extra. By Ross E F Lombardi. . Life is full of stories Some good, Some bad, None of them are mine. . Life is full of stories Some good, Some bad, Most of them dull. Yet some of them you desperately wish were dull. Because very few interesting stories are ever pleasant ones. And I may become part of your story, But only for a while… . If then, Life is as Shakespearean stage, And as he put it, "…all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances,” . Then, Your life is filled with side characters, All of various degrees of importance Some are valid, Some are mere distractions. Many are bad choices. Some are terrible choices. Then there is me to you personally, Then there is me to you all. . Me? Myself? To You? To anyone? To all? I am…?! I am "the writers" mistake! I am "the editors" error! I am "the producers" bad call! I am the typo in the universal fabric. The noble true fans, fury in your world setting. The dive in v...

My last vid got banned by a few places... ... So what do I do when that happens? ... I double down and post the same vid on a load of other places, I don't normally bother posting on, who have less strict censorship. . Why? ? Because... "Fuck those other guys" .... That's why!